4 posts from August 2006

i basically got nothing accomplished today besides exercising and reading a million little pieces. i downloaded a bunch of songs too. i've fallen in love with girls aloud and re-fallen in love with gym class heroes. girls aloud remind me of the spice girls, hah.
i was laying on my bed today reading and i looked out my window and it made me realize i miss my old house a lot. it'll be a year in september since we moved, and i haven't been back there ever since. i'll probably start crying because that house has so many memories in it. this one does too... but i've been living in that house since i was like seven. it also got kind of windy, you know the kind of wind that start coming in late august/early september when school starts. i hid under the covers.

"come break me down
bury me, bury me
i am finished with you.
look in my eyes, you're killing me.
all i wanted was you."
- 30 seconds to mars

i think i kind of hate weekends just because i have to work every night 4-10 and it basically ruins my social life. (like i have one, hah) but yeah weekdays are so much better in the summer.
i really hurt my finger somehow during work and it stings so fucking bad. damnit.
so my friday night is going to go as follows;
work from 4-10. come home and get into my shorts. eat ice cream and get fat. smoke a cigarette. be pissed off at people for not entertaining me and being fucking idiots, read a million little pieces and eventually fall asleep. i am in a really good mood as you can tell.

it finally came and i am a very happy lady.
i've been chillin in my undies all day. now that's what i call gangster.

why are people so dumb? seriously. sometimes they really just are oblivious to everything. but whatever, i am so done trying to look out for people because they really do not appreciate it. well i'm done caring about what people say about me. and i really honestly do mean it for once in my life. and it feels good to just not care. fuck 'em. :)
anyway, i think i'm going to make this a picture/lyrics/rambling journal. i need to start taking pictures.

so yesterday was my birthday and now i'm tired.
vox is cool. i need to figure out how to work it though.